Its 2.34am in the morning, & i havnt turn in as yet. Just finished watching Shrek Forever After on the net. Nak watch Karate Kid, but takot Hubby marah. Hehe! Bieeeeeeee! U kate nak tengok Karate Kid kan? Bileeeeeeee? Nanti i da tengok, u marah pulak kans. Heh! :D

Hubby if you were to read this post, sorryyyyyyy eh mama blom bobok! Mama cant bobok laaaa dear. Abeh you tuuuuuuu! Kate je lepas mandi nak kol mama. Abeh bobok pulak dier. -,-" Notty kans you? Hmph!

I am just counting down on how many days ive not meet my dear Hubby. Its been 11 days y'know! Rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu banget! Besok pagi jumpe you mesti pelokkkkkk ciommmmm you takkan lepas punye! HEHE! Jumpe you pagi pagi mesti blom mandi. Takpe, bushuk pon bushuk laaaaaaaa! Rindu punye pasal, mama okay gooooooo aje eh! Haha! :D

Okay laaaaa. I am off to bed now. Nanti takleh bangun nak jumpe Hubby i. Blueks! :D Goodnight, sugardream Sayang. Love youuuuuuuuuuu, muahhhhh! ^^

Loves, Mama Eerah. ^^



Hubby, its hard to explain our situation right now. I could see that youre changing & i dont feel your love anymore. I knew youre changing for the better right now. Youre going into a new world, & i cant seem to adapt to it. You said that i am changing. But do you have any idea why? I dont tend to change, but i tend to cry over our situation. Youre doing all this just for our future, & i strongly understand with it. But that makes us fall apart. We have lesser time for each other, & that makes me weak. Dear, how long will this be? :'(

Few days back, we were talking to each other on the phone on why we're like this. I mentioned about careness. I wanted to care for you. But for all you said was, right now you have lots of people that cares about you. I knew that Sayang. But i dont know why i have this feelings that you doesnt want me to care about you anymore. Honestly, i cried upon hearing you saying that. :'( I knew you meant good. But i just dont know why i cried. Maybe ive kept it for too long, & cant seem to keep it any longer...

Dear, I am thankful & blessed that God has gave me you. You are the light of my life. There're lots of obstacles that we've been through, & Alhamdulillah, we're strong until now. But our love wont stop here cause there're plenty more to go in the future. We had believed that Cinta Dhairah wont have any end. I love you, & nothing could explain that Sayang.

I am sorry i didnt trust & understand you that much. I am really sorry. You know my predictions about you is always right, & that predictions always haunt me. That is why i always act as if i dont trust you, but actually i just wanted to check whether my predictions about you was either right or wrong. I am sorry Sayang... :')

Cinta Dhairah is 39th months old plus 4th months old. & i believe we can go any longer that this Sayang. :')

Loves, Mama Eerah. :')