I miss my boyfriend.
Seriously, i miss you.
Where are you dear?
What are you doing sayang?
How have you been?
Have you eaten?
Are you missing me?
When will we be meeting?

I terribly miss you. I am weak. I am down. Cause i miss you too much.

I wanted to hug you.
I wanted to kiss you.
But when will this be happening?

I rindu you Bie. Sumpah, i rindu you sangat-sangat. :'(

I almost cry, but i forced myself not to.
I love you Sayang. :')

Loves, Mama Eerah. :'(


You texted me on Saturday. Telling me everything about why you left me.
Honestly, i cried while reading it. Yes, again, i cried.

I just didnt expect you to text me like that. Why now? I am in total speechless.

You met me today. Confessing everything. But i am not satisfied with it.
You know i like to keep my feelings.
You know i am sad enough.
You know i am disappointed in you.
You know my heart sank.
You know i cried for you.
You know i love you.
You know everything.

But why all this? If its not because of you, TAKING THAT STUPID THINGS, this wont happen. Yes, & thats tha fact. Please dont deny on it.

When you took that stupid things,
do you even know yourself?
do you even know who am i to you?
do you even know that i am your girlfriend?
do you even know who your girlfriend is?
do you even know whats tha consequences is?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT?!

Kalau tak kerane you amek bende bodoh tu, you takkan tinggal dengan pompan tu sekarang.
You told me that you dont even have tha urge to do "it". But do i even know? Ive not seen it with my own eyes bbie. Yes, ive seen you right through your eyes when you said that. My heart says Yes, yet my mind says No. Its not easy to gain my trust bbie. You have to prove it to me.

I tak rela tengok matair i dengan pompan lain.
Plus this time, youve been doing this to me for as much as 3 times.
Do you even know how hurt i was?

Ive opened up my heart wider than everything for you this time.
Do you even realised it?

& now, how long will you be staying with that girl? Few weeks? Few months? Years? Or FOREVER? Sampai bile Sayang? Sanggup ke you tinggalkan i macam gini? Sanggup ke?


I am crying hard here bbie.
Do you even know it?

Right now, i am starting to miss you. Yes, i miss you. When will you be meeting me again? When? I just dont feel tha love bbie. I just..... :"(

I need you Sayang. I want you back. I want you to be mine, alone.
You are my one & only. Remember? :'(

Lighter note:

I love you, more than anything else Bbie...

Loves, Mama Eerah. :'(


ENDED.

Although its hard for me to let you go, i know i'll be strong.
& i strongly believe in Karma.

What goes around, comes around. Lets wait & see.

I'll keep this blog, & will never delete it. In case you logged into this blog, i think youre just wasting your time here. Have a happy ending with your new girlfriend. ;)

Yes, ive wasted my priceless tears just for you. Just when i received an unexpected text from either you or your new girlfriend.


Thanks for using me for 1 month 4 days. & after youre done with me, you threw me away, simply just like an used tissue paper. Thanks for your insincerely love.

Cinta sejatimu hanyalah palsu semata-mata.

Selamat tinggal... :')





Who are you?
Are you still tha same Dhaino that i used to know?
Do you still love me?
Do you remember me?
Are you thinking of me?
Do you care for me?
Are you missing me?

Am i still your girlfriend?

Lots of questions are playing around my mind. How could you do this to me? Are you playing revenge with me? If yes, why so? Love does not need any revenge. It only need trust & understanding, for us to love each other sincerely.

I am sooo down right now. I need you. But are you there for me?

I love you. Cinta Dhairah Selamanya...

Loves, Mama Eerah. :'(


Cinta tak kenal usia.
Cinta tak kenal rupa.
Cinta hanya kenal pada hati yang suci.


Pa, ive told you about my family before. You know i love you, too much. I wanted this LoveStory of ours to last. & so, i have to be extra careful. I love you Sayang. :')

Loves, Mama Eerah. ^^





Matair aku nyer prepaid low. Sumer pasal aku. Aku asyik kol dierrrrrr jek. Tkper. Aku kol tkper. Jgn orang laen kol. ;)

Mama's sick dear. I am down to flu & cough. Shrughhhhhhhhh!~ -,-""

Irrit sia ni bende. BODO! ;/

Kay mama loves you sayang. Call mama asap okay? Muah! ;)

Loves, Mama Eerah. ^^


Today's 5th.

5th in every month is our special day.
Tha day that i am eager for it to come.
Tha day that i'll always looking forward to.
Tha day that our Love Story will start, & will never end.


Kau adalah segalanya bagiku. Tanpa mu, siapalah aku.
Cinta yang takkan pisah, adalah Cinta Dhairah.
Kau dan aku, Selamanya. ;)


I love you Bie. Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ^^

Loves, Mama Eerah. ^^

Baby Dhaino cute stuff

Nadhirah aku cinta kan kamu... ku harap kamu takkan lepas kan diri ku walau apa pun ya... Di atas itu adalah gambar ku masa ku bersama mu untuk pertama kali yah... masa2 ini yang kamu terpikat bila melihat wajah ku yang ayu ini.... dan kamu jatuh cinta pada diri ku .... ku mahu kamu tau cinta ku terhadap mu tak akan pudar walau apa pun yah ....ku cinta mu bangat nadhirah....

I lup sama u lah cyg

spongebob & patrick

Rahmad & Nadhirah

For what i know right now at this very moment,



I love you. My love for you is too much. Even me, myself cant count my love for you. Cause i love you too much. But this is what you did to me? Ughhhhh~

I need an explanations from you Bie. Haishhhhhhhhhh... You make me broke down... ;'(

Loves, Mama Eerah.