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Cinta Dhairah Selamanya. ♥
Tuesday, March 23, 2010

You texted me on Saturday. Telling me everything about why you left me.
Honestly, i cried while reading it. Yes, again, i cried.

I just didnt expect you to text me like that. Why now? I am in total speechless.

You met me today. Confessing everything. But i am not satisfied with it.
You know i like to keep my feelings.
You know i am sad enough.
You know i am disappointed in you.
You know my heart sank.
You know i cried for you.
You know i love you.
You know everything.

But why all this? If its not because of you, TAKING THAT STUPID THINGS, this wont happen. Yes, & thats tha fact. Please dont deny on it.

When you took that stupid things,
do you even know yourself?
do you even know who am i to you?
do you even know that i am your girlfriend?
do you even know who your girlfriend is?
do you even know whats tha consequences is?
DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT?!

Kalau tak kerane you amek bende bodoh tu, you takkan tinggal dengan pompan tu sekarang.
You told me that you dont even have tha urge to do "it". But do i even know? Ive not seen it with my own eyes bbie. Yes, ive seen you right through your eyes when you said that. My heart says Yes, yet my mind says No. Its not easy to gain my trust bbie. You have to prove it to me.

I tak rela tengok matair i dengan pompan lain.
Plus this time, youve been doing this to me for as much as 3 times.
Do you even know how hurt i was?

Ive opened up my heart wider than everything for you this time.
Do you even realised it?

& now, how long will you be staying with that girl? Few weeks? Few months? Years? Or FOREVER? Sampai bile Sayang? Sanggup ke you tinggalkan i macam gini? Sanggup ke?

Sumpah demi Allah, i tak rela.
Tapi apakan daya. Ini semua adalah cabaran hidup Cinta Dhairah.
Dan aku tahu aku harus tabah dengannya. :'(

I am crying hard here bbie.
Do you even know it?

Right now, i am starting to miss you. Yes, i miss you. When will you be meeting me again? When? I just dont feel tha love bbie. I just..... :"(

I need you Sayang. I want you back. I want you to be mine, alone.
You are my one & only. Remember? :'(

Lighter note:
HAPPY 3 YEARS KNOWING YOU, RAHMAD BIN MOHD SIDEK.
do you even remember this?
I dont regret knowing you Dear.

I love you, more than anything else Bbie...

Loves, Mama Eerah. :'(

cinta dhairah selamanya @ 10:06 PM